Frustration

So today I called the drs office to get my hcg numbers.  The dr hadn't signed off on them so the nurse said she could only tell me they increased, but not if they doubled.  I don't even understand. In my head I swear she said something about feeling good about them. Now if those numbers are ok, why am I having terrible backaches? and then there is the down syndrome test which of course is in the front of my mind. then if that is ok then there is preeclampsia to worry about... I hope I can enjoy this pregnancy and just be happy. Right now I'm a ball of worry and that really needs to change!

Post 1- we're pregnant!

We found out we are pregnant on May 19 2013.  I think I was only 8-9 dpo so it was kind of a big shock to get a positive test.  My cousin, Gus, died two years ago May 19, so I think this is a gift from him.
The next day I got a negative test. They did a quant test and and my HCG number was only 13. I'm a bit worried. I go back tomorrow.  I know better than to get my hopes out of control. But I'm trying to be optimistic.

Will update tomorrow with updated numbers. Fingers crossed! and Prayers!